C-o-n-solidate

In lieu of the 2011  around the the corner.   I will be doing alot of consolidating of personal things. To direct my life into the path of my ambitious dream with more of a concrete foundation. Why not jump start this with a BANG! Every year, people make resolutions of what to accomplish before the 12 months is up.  Within the past 5 years of making resolutions i have kepted the 4 out of 5. Granite, this year i don't think i made one.    Life is definitley passing by quickly as you age.   Im still all for carpe diem, but my life is no where it should be. My 8 year plan after high school is slowly surpassing. Im scared, yet fortunate enough that I still have grasp on my future.  I need to be strong and put it into first gear.   Thanks to papa deux for the constant reminder of power of prayer.  Im in a spot of pushing forward, stopping the shenanigans for a little bit , and put extra effort in finishing my studies.  I usually don't like to share deep personal goals as there might be a chance to jinx myself. But i will share one,  its been on my mind for the past week. The word just seeps within my skin.  Which is FRUGAL, I hope to do less spending this year on unneccessary things for my sake and sanity. In turn, just rearrange things in my closet, use the resource i have and let my creativity outshine.  Ever since the word has crept in my thoughts, I seem to be browsing online for a designer bag. Yes, brand whore indeed.  Yet, I talk myself out of even at the thought of really coughing up that cash for one single fabulous piece versus of how much shoes or traveling expense it can go towards to. But in reality, i should be dispensing it towards my credit cards. So the evil things can finally be diminish and erase any evidence of my past expenses.  I can honestly say, i have 2 designer purse, in which only one was purchased from my own pocket. While the other was passed down from my mothers closet. I love it, but I believe I talk myself out of purchasing them due to the consequences of the aftermath.  I think i should invest in my future before I should invest in my closet.  Back to the routine, next week. Im excited! My body seems out of the loop and im suffering because i've had a chest cold the last 2 weeks.  But happy new year! Im signing off till next week..

So long 2010, thanks for the memories and everything else i won't miss!

This year is almost over,  the holidays is about to pass.  As soon as I came back from vaca, a 60 hr work week awaits me. It was one of the most longest week I've had in awhile.  I won't go into details about work, since its a classified to be confidential. N-O i don't work for the gov't.  But lets just say,love your friends n family and count your blessings.  Christmas was great, happy to spend time with the fam bam, ate good food. One good thing about working alot christmas week was i didn't stuff my face. So guess what I didn't gain any weight. But im making it up..lol

Reflecting back on this past year.  2010 started out in New York, It was a blur to me, aside for school, memorable events with friends.  Alot of personal things happened this year that could account for major melt downs.  There was alot of tough spot this year, I think i felt alot of emoitions that i never imagine i would deal with concerning the major "stress" (caused me to have grown grey hair at 26, really..aye), school.  But by the grace of our lord and wisdom from my father. I got through it.  With 2011, at the end of the week.. I have a feeling that its going to be a good year...

My family - words can't even express how lucky i am to have you guys in my life. My top supporters.

My Friends -
Who I've gotten close too just this year.  My fav koreans, Katie,Amey. The reality check crew that have pulled me through realms of my stupidty have enligthen my life for the better. I feel so lucky to be bless to have gotten close to you guys and to add to my extended family.
This is being repeated during this excerpt. But I seriously have the best group of friends around me.  Although, some are away it never fails that when we all get together its like as if we haven't been separated.

I've been told that most woman will have 2-3 TRUE friends by their side. But i can attest to that phrase that i can honestly say that i have 6 friends who i know i can depend on for ANYTHING.

Everyone who I surround myself with are people who i love,respect and will sacrifice anything for.

I just want to say THANK YOU and I LOVE YOU!

au revior las vegas

My week has been one big ball of fun!  I went with my fav koreans. They are my gochuchang to my bibimbap!  Its nearly been a year since i've gone on vacation, it was in fact around this month that i went to New York to visit and be with my other good friends.  So many eventful things happened for the short amount of time we were there.  Finally, went and watch some shows.  They were Jabbawockeez at Monte Carlo and Cirque De Soleil Mystere at Treasure Island.  Jabba was definitley my favorite out of the shows we saw.  Not only were they entertainining this would mark as the second time seeing them. But to my luck we were sitted fourth and center which was FANTASTIC!

5 days wasn't nearly enough, I ended up being under the weather. Which due to that I opted to stay at the hotel to get some sleep.  While the other 3 roam the strip which to what i was told was an adventure in itself.  The rest of the time there was spent shopping, photoshoot with shadari moon, korean food overload..im sure im missing out something. But as soon as we got back in town , we all had 24 hours to get settled in and headed to jingle ball.  Im going to sum up that experience with pocket shot, falling over chairs and screaming out to FEM, and also getting an asthma attack at the end of the concert. Which that 15 mins with them was absolutley worthed to have the asthma attack.  Me and Katie were total fan girls it was a sight to see! This vegas trip was a blast. I can't wait to go again with these girls!

its been

a fun week! Took vaca, ended up heading west to Las Vegas with the girls. It was infested with Korean food,soju,jabbawockeez, and much more. It was an eventful time. Not much on relaxation  because I was on the go half of the time. Than back to the 918 in time to watch FM , it was the best 15 mins of my life.  I have been such a fan of these boys since they had their old tracks on youtube. Me and my friend katie were such fan girls. Seriously, kinda embarress but very well worthed. It was just sad it was only 15 mins. I was literally screaming my head off, and ended up with an asthma attack after the concert. But it was well worth it! I know crazy. pictures will be posted soon..

my grown up christmas list..

Im very fond of that song, i find myself listening to various versions of the classic traditional christmas songs. It gets me in the holiday mood. Anyway, I took my finals very early this year and i've found myself with a little extra time after i get out of work. Instead of utilizing that extra time to hit the gym or straightening things at home.  I end up being glued to my bed since its been very busy at my job.  Nothing seems more comforting than the rustling,soft feeling of your linens against your skin after a long day of work.  It seems every year when this time comes around, i think of what i wish to have as a present. Honestly, the older i get the less materialistic thing i yearn for from my family,friends. I feel as though I am a grown up and if i wish to have that item than I will buy it myself.  But of course theres no way i would turn gifts away. I guess I just yearn for the basics.  Give me pajamas and i will be one happy girl! 2 more days till my official vaca, ah yeah!